Someone comfort me.
I’ve been in my room
for three days. No shower,
body odor’s getting ripe,
and I stare that this 9mm
as if it was the answer.
Meanwhile, the peanut gallery’s opinions
play in my head like a broken record,
as my low self-esteem
turns them into gospel.
Chills of guilt rushes my body as
responsibilities and commitments
escalate into
failures and disappointments.
And I’m just a [...]

Its too early to think bout this
but I cant help to wonder
when will I wish you was still here.
My cousin, my brother said not
to think about this, but damn
look what you did for me–
you was my dad until

I understand that sometimes a smoker have to smoke, even if it’s on the clock. But does he have to smoke every fifteen minutes–in total disregard of lunch rushes and the “team concept”? And someone please tell me how many smoke breaks do you have to take just to get by? Let me just tell you this story.